I want to tell my story.Yeah. I mean. I guess we are working toward acceptance. I guess we are getting closer to accepting the reality that I just don’t have a mom…Aug 3Aug 3
Of course my siblings resented me.My dad was a hot shot banker with a picture-perfect family. He had been married to Elaine for 18 years. She was very beautiful and so were…Jul 12Jul 12
Anti-Hero Seeking FriendsBarf. You get can a copy of Taylor Swift’s album in vinyl…only at Target. Seriously, Taylor? Target?Jul 11Jul 11
Diagnoses?I have such big big feelings. I get really really excited sometimes about some thing or some person, like it’s’ the thing or person I’ve…Jul 9Jul 9
New BeginningsMy mom is a covert narcissist. I’ve realized it from being triggered by listening to stories from survivors of Munchausen by Proxy, incest…Jul 2Jul 2
Yesterday was my 40th birthday.Throughout the day I moved one time, from the bed to the couch, and then one more time, from the couch back to the bed. I ate so much…Feb 22, 2021Feb 22, 2021
This is going to be a rambling one.I went to an AA meeting the other day. Alcohol isn’t my main addiction, obviously. But it was good to listen to other addicts talk about…Jan 7, 2021Jan 7, 2021
Turns out I was right. My heart is broken. Again.It’s Monday. Three days after Christmas. My new boyfriend and I are trying to make it work, I guess. We’re spending time together, anyway…Dec 30, 2020Dec 30, 2020
