Nov 26, 2022Doctor and His Protégé Practice on MeIt was a nice house in a fancy neighborhood. I was pleasantly surprised by this. I realized, as I was about to knock on the door, that I had been expecting a small, dirty house in a dark, seedy neighborhood that felt scary. This didn’t feel scary. Not yet, anyway. …Erotica12 min readErotica12 min read
Feb 22, 2021Yesterday was my 40th birthday.Yesterday was my 40th birthday. …Turning 403 min readTurning 403 min read
Jan 7, 2021This is going to be a rambling one.This is going to be a rambling one. My thoughts are all messy and disjointed. So many things have happened. Maybe I’m starting to calm down. Or maybe I’m just getting more worked up. Maybe both. I went to an AA meeting the other day. Alcohol isn’t my main addiction…Relationships10 min readRelationships10 min read
Dec 30, 2020Turns out I was right. My heart is broken. Again.Turns out I was right. My heart is broken. Again. It’s Monday. Three days after Christmas. My new boyfriend and I are trying to make it work, I guess. We’re spending time together, anyway. My therapist would agree with me that it is an ‘insecure attachment’, though. It’s hot and…Relationships Love Dating10 min readRelationships Love Dating10 min read
Dec 27, 2020And so this is Christmas.Is it that I’m weak and easy manipulate? Is it that I have attachment wounds? Is it that I am simply a love addict? My PG&E bill was over $700 this month. I guess I’ve been turning up the heat a little bit extra this winter. I’ve ended up back…Love And Relationships4 min readLove And Relationships4 min read
Dec 22, 2020Welp. I was sure wrong about that one.Welp. I was sure wrong about that one. We dated for about two and a half weeks. We had been friends, I thought, for a lot longer. So when it became this whirlwind romance, I totally rationalized it. I thought this love is based on years of friendship. It was…Relationships Love Dating10 min readRelationships Love Dating10 min read
Dec 14, 2020It’s Sunday afternoon.It’s Sunday afternoon. I’ve got six weeks off from school, thanks to COVID. My new boyfriend stayed up all night playing video games while I slept in his bed. Now, I am watching movies all day while he sleeps in my bed. I think this is love. …Relationships Love Dating2 min readRelationships Love Dating2 min read
Dec 7, 2020I’m a 39 year old woman.I’m a 39 year old woman. I’ve never been married. I don’t have kids. I teach social studies at a small, private, religious high school. …Turning 402 min readTurning 402 min read
